its been 5 months no new entry since i wrote last post in December last year. Well, i'm having various situations & experiences as a wife. Its not difficult yet not easy. Now, i'm using my Samsung tab for awhile because my lappy already crashed last 2 years ago and my sis took back her lappy.
Okay what i want to story now. Hmmm back then i'd lots of stories to be write on here but now i'm blur. LOL. I'm a jobless but full time housewife. Actually its great to be a housewife except you cant have 1k at least as salary. Thats so hard but i still can endure it because i can handle 'a woman madness' in my self. Yet my hubby will give me some allowances but you know not too much as he is not a bussinessman or whatever Dato'-so-called.
Why i'm a jobless? The story was i worked as admin asst at private engineering civil company. It was a new experiences even there were lots of work to do. And i mean a learning process. Admin dept consist 3 staffs including me and all of them are females. First day, kak ann from sarawak & kak maz were really nice to me. I must aware with filing, structure plans, formal civil letter & datas because there were involve with many big companies from construction, authorities, engineering & architecture background. And oh yaa the company i was working is a family business.
The boss's daughter always taught me and i really appreciated it. But i didnt know why, kak ann & kak maz seems didnt like it. I'm a zero. I always aware of the works descriptions and she always said called her if i dont understand. Kak maz was started to making a mess with me. She deliberately annoyed me. At first, i didnt noticed but slowly i can feel ' the badtalk' aura came from both of them were actually directly onto me. They dont like boss's daughter but why related to me? They were sarcastically like i dont know how to do by myself
whereas boss' daughter self want to taught me. And they started to abandoned me. Now i always thinking back why i didnt fight that two witches. oh bitches! Thats not me! But once i said louder " be patience amy. what do you want is to find rezeki (food/money). Just ignore the bullshits" and kak maz silent after that.
Then, tired with crying (what? see i dont know where my fucking lion has gone?!) i was decided to quit before New Years Eve 2013. I was spent much money for transportation. It was not good yet my emotion disturbed. For me, money or job can find anywhere but to work with the rot heart people, i will say no as this engineering civil is not my field even i can catch up with it. I was tried and always try but just only 1 week this people are treating me like i'm a fucker loser stupid person??!!!
But now, i'm in peace. Already got my P licence (for two years before i get my true licence) then i'll starting to build again my new life. cehh haha
Okay, gotta go now. bye.
thrashing of love,
Amytis Yahaya
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